Always Learning
I've learned a number of things in the past 2+ years that I've been out of my marital relationship. One is that I can grow gray hairs super easily as well as lose those colored hairs just as easily. I'm honestly surprised I'm not bald yet. On the hair front, perhaps the head hairs are just migrating to my face? I seem to need my chin waxed an awful lot. Same with the upper lip. Ah, well, such is the tale of my life. Another thing I learned, and possibly most vital, is I haven't worked out the issues I thought I had. I still question my sexuality sometimes. It's more of an, "Am I asexual?" question, though. I had many of those thoughts while I was still in my marriage. Sometimes it just takes so long to even hold hands or snuggle, and then that's enough for me. I've been chalking it up to numerous surgeries, stress, and peri-menopause, but I really feel like something may be wrong with me some days. There are times I think I'm not "qual...