The New Year is Here
I've been trying to compose a blog for at least two weeks now, starting and deleting at least three times. Something always happened to not align with what I wanted to say in that blog. Situations would change at the last minute or I would suddenly not feel the same way at the drop of a hat. What was going on? I think when my mood stabilizer was adjusted, it was adjusted a little too high. I'm pretty sure it brought me down too much from my manic episode and sent me into a depression. I'm still here kicking, though. I refuse to let anybody/anything send me into the abyss that is my darkness for too long. I like the saying that goes something along the lines of - I've made it through 100% of my bad days, so I can make it through this one, too. I'm a survivor of so many deep, dark depressions. I've been in my own personal hell more times than I care to count. I'm not at my lowest right now, and I won't get there, either. I'm determined to accept the he...