Moving on with the Dirt

It's officially ten weeks since Nick and I separated. It's actually been the fastest 10 weeks I've ever experienced. There's been so much excitement of meeting new people, getting settled into my new apartment, learning how to be a single parent, fighting for my rights and Matthew's rights...the list could be endless. But I'm happier than I have been in years. Being with Matthew has been incredible. The changes in his attitude are amazing. He acknowledges me when I talk to him, and if he doesn't, I simply ask him to do so and he does. He's warmed up to everyone here in the apartment building and talks to them. He has friends here. We sing constantly. He stopped having accidents at night. He's so much more calm. Very rarely do we have a break down. I still wish Nick the best, but man, does he know how to push my buttons. My main goal, however, is to keep Matthew in the best environment possible. I truly believe my leaving was the right thing to do. Ma...